清明吐糟

我發覺我跟屁孩太相似了
由星期三開始, 我就覺得我一點都不成熟
那晚, 我以為AGM完不了, 不如就回宿舍洗洗睡, 那時人們都沒意見
當我以為要開多一場時, 就由馬桶被召回會場了結它
老實說, 不意外. 太煩了
問了一小時, 又幫他改了一小時, 兩時多就GG了
那是上午2時. 回不了宿舍, 就溫書, LOL, 直到7時
那時真是很累.但9時有課... 嗯,是十半有MID TERM
那時你不能不溫書.

十二時, 從考場出來, 全身發軟.
4時半的語言堂不能不上? 當然, 不是怕出席率, 是怕那些"隊友"不懂做PROJECT,明天就DEAD了
他們那些商學院的當然忙死了, 除了堂上見面, 根本和AFK沒兩樣
那堂, 他們當然沒心上, 因為他們根本完全,完全不懂做. 都要交功課了, 他們還是白目
連老師都叫他們先問我... 當然啦, 我那NOKIA根本沒有裝神魔, 只能"專心上課"
好了, 解釋完了. 6時半, 連HACKATHON都沒去 (不懂的請GOOLE, 英文的),
就回宿舍"昏迷"了... 直至有4隻腳踩在我的頭的周圍.
睡地下的就是這樣杯具 (笑). 23時, 我朋友在談音響, "耳朵需要高潮"
既然醒了, 例不如洗衣, 洗澡,再睡.
他們把萬多元放上身我就不評論了. 雖然是一分錢一分貨,
對我這些喜歡動漫的人, 你給我一個真人我只能稱讚她, 可是一定不會愛上
(都是200元那些好了, 嗯, 港幣, 不是台幣)
不過我還是能了解它們的運作原理. 有些奇特(當然高科技), 但有人買就好了
3時多 ZZZ...

7時43被吵醒. (某莊完了AGM) ZZZ... 9時半準時上LAB
當然, 我就預先準備了. 輕鬆. 之後看YOUTUBE... 又是四半堂...
但之後午餐後我還是全身發軟... 那不是累... 胃口... 喉嚨... 感冒了
但發現時已經太遲, 天已黑. 9時準時回家.
暈...11時回家
以為我可以自己過星期6, 幫電腦掃塵, 整理C85流出的歌(我想只有我一個人會這樣做)
或者先打2場LOL再算...
原來今天清明. 一天拜2座山. 而且是星期6, 迫爆了
食藥, 洗洗睡 (和一些18+)...

上午準備出發時, 我爺爺發高燒, CALL了救護車, 爸媽都出去忙了 (叫我在家等)...
我還是幫電腦掃了塵, 掃了很多...
之後下午還是去了拜第2座山 (第一座就明天補回... 上午的, 又要早起)
上了去, 又是那堆親戚.
不覺意提起了耳機 ... (我不覺得那是享受)
之後他們打算分組活動 - 看村屋, MA JA JA, 逛街...
只有我病, 只有我感冒, 只有我想回家
沒有人信, "你不用說得這麼隱晦"...
3時半 我自己乘車回家了. 心情很差. 我像一個屁孩生氣了.
我只會在心情差時不說話, 就算說, 都不會直接說
但那句是事實... "我感冒,想回家"... 沒有感情, 沒有語氣
這麼 INFORMATIVE 都可以被這樣想像...
回到家, 4時半, 兒童問答節目, 辯論的都是清明...
然後我就像個屁孩般, 打了這篇抱怨文
下個月就20歲了, 還是這麼沒器量...

(LOL幻想中, 跟上面無關)
心情差, 可以雷, 可以跳場, 可以掛機上FB打文
但我那時還是一直秒鎖, 一直用同一隻英補位
帶一樣的符文天賦, 一樣的現法, 壓線, 傳送, 秒人, 疊書, 打帶跑
不斷地打假新場, 讓對面金3, 白金4們半套符文
不斷地自己CARRY, 和用冷血的火力SUP那些不知強不強的人
打得一些都不熱血, 像程式一樣, 分析分析分析
在一堆罵聲中把對手由滿血一下子 (都不知有沒有一秒)歸為零
然後雙方一片寂靜, 看到的就像一個外星人做一些常人理解不到的事, 但又非常實用
去一些沒人去到的地方, 做一些沒人做到的事,
最後用SUP的資源換取20層疊書, 兵數也只是跟分鐘一樣, 20多
心情愈差, 就打得愈沒感情, 最後在8比20多的場,撿個7/2/1就直接關機睡覺
隊友? 朋友? 分不開. 打機為輕鬆, 還是像運動一樣, 自己在自己跑? 都是分不開
有時為了一個不知從那來的小學生, 心甘情願地被雷
也有時為了一個上SKYPE的戰友, 甚至在現實都見過面, 而大動肝火
我是否太認真?

也有人跟我一樣玩LOL, 打RK補位, 壓爆自己線, 然後嘴隊友不給力,
走不開時只能遙望隊友一個一個送投
有時我打這些場, 傳送救人, 報仇, 隊友還是在我死掉時各種崩
但我只怪自己不能1打9...?
當我用自己的方法打時, 人們只會嘴我不跟META打, 只懂打異形, 不懂打正常人
除了低端, 勝差, 未上30那些很像很正常的事外,
根本沒人會去了解我那時對的是金3, 白金4, 一大堆2000勝場的怪物
甚至和S3鑽石1的朋友一起面對一大堆白金
場場查網, 隱ELO, 誰上30誰是騎士, 然後誰是水鑽還只是等勝場的妹子...
根本是各種人性
我打LOL就只是想研究這些心理上的東西, 並不是見到的一堆表面上的數字...
最後, 我還是跟現實打的朋友談不上, 各種比賽, META, 衝RK, 練英...
我, 就只是看木牌,感受木牌, 然後幫人在木牌生存的屁孩.
20歲了, 還是多麼的不成熟.

DammK @ 5/4/2014 18:24
PS: 當個個都上30時, 能該就是我刪檔的時候了

Passed by (But keep it idling please)

(FB = facebook.com/DammK) (Check the LOL screenshots there)

-Ha. 2nd semester in the 2nd year. Even the mid-term and assignment wave has passed lol

-Another wave is coming soon and I'm preparing for it, if I can keep my mind strong enough.

-LOL: 7 accounts available for me. I guess it's quite safe to post the real things here. In my bad English lol

-6DammK9 (TW) is my first account and it fails. Bought some unfamiliar champs. 2 set of runes, but all of them are either not completed or just not suitable for me.

-pandav3v (TW) is my main account. The owner quit playing and I played it for him since Lv 12. Got Silver IV in S3, and I found what my main champs there. AD Ashe, SUP Soraka, SUP Ashe, Tank Mundo, and AP Tristana (MID). And 4 set of runes (but 3 pages, AD, AP, SUP, and A$HE for special training). But main account is not active unless I'm going to have draft pick or ARAM with my friends. More AD and SUP champs. Quite comfortable for me

-乂強卡特乂 (TW) is another account I played for my friend since last Semester (Oct 2013). English name is something like "X Strong Kata X", although the account never have her. When I met it in Lv 17, it has been filled with Top/ JG champs, but no IP for runes. HELL. The owner is a ordinary Taiwanese secondary school student. Computer gaming is forbidden in his family. He wanted me to post almost every victory for him and I've posted some of them in my FB account. He wanted me to play Darius, hell no I'm not familiar in Top lane (and JG before the CC champs are ignored again), and I played in filling like a responsible "smurf".

Still played Rank for him just 10 hours before the S3 countdown. Bronze II. Carried all the games and still lose.Looks like the owner did something before I played his account and the hidden ELO never boost again. Main-ed JG Amumu and I began played AP Trist bot lane (excessively after I lose 13 games in a row) (And I was silly enough to invite the friends in the account. If you want to win instead of fun, don't play with them). NOT ACTIVE due to the owner not paying attention to it. He said he would have time in Winter holiday, but now he said he would have time in Summer holiday.

-DarksideSakuya (TW) is Dick Kam's account. He wanted to play in 30Lv instead of a fresh account. Started playing it since Lv6 and now it's 24. Played it since 22 Jan 2014, and tons of AP Trist Bot lane after I found her as a early-game hyper carry. Why hyper? Got fed in Bot lane, and Ganked Top with TP, and then Mid, and then KABOOM to those I spotted, within 0.1 second (actually 1.0 sec). Active account with hidden ELO 1400, queue with 30s and even a Diamond player to have some real game. But those 30s are not as good as you expected. Some of them are just worse than Bronze V.

-godofboy (TW) is account owned by another Taiwanese secondary school student. Started playing it in Lv 19, 27 Feb. Better than the Kat, he bought all the 450 champs and I can barely have enough runes after I got 20. The hidden ELO is a bit less then Sakuya (around 1300) but the difficulty is a bit... unreasonably hard. Active account with Lv 23 and queue with almost the same group of players. Excessive AP Tristana bot lane. The owner... Rumble lover, and 0/10/0 in almost every AI games. Need to teach him if possible.

-6DammK9 (NA) is my first account in NA. Long haul to Lv 30, and I gained all ribbons except the red one. But not going to have rank because I'm not active enough in NA server.

-ericlai (NA) is owned by my HK friend. Yet another secondary school student. He put 99% of his effort in TW server and almost forget it completely. Active account with Lv 18 while playing with my my roommate, playing free champs due to my laziness of buying champs and requested by roommate (don't play Tristana), and sometimes her (Yes, her) when I want to win "at all cost".

-Assignments: Need to say? HKUST - Stress and Tension. But better then last semester

-FB: That's why I'm going to post it here.

-I liked too many 18+ pages and going to replace them with some "Ecchi" "Hentai" pages which post picture rather than "just sharing meaningless pages". Still 18+.

-Some people told me about them, but I'm not worried because, I'm just an Engineering student, and that account is for gaming purpose. Reality account (Sonny Lau) is still in dust.

-Got famous in TB player groups. That's good. And I really love my Pinke (oops Pinkamena) icon.

-Such immature I am. But I'm going to keep it instead of following the norm.

-Cycling: Although my "Dragon" is back to a basic bike, it still keep rusting outdoor, so I've bought some parts to repair but I need to wait everyone available first. No many cycling although DK has got his new branch of friends who raging down the mountain. So reckless, so thrill. 

Last post: C83 = 0.7, C84 = 0

Now: C84 = 70%, C85 = 0

Maybe I'm immature as a 19-year-old teenager, but I really like messing with those kids. Maybe they filled what I lost. 

And I found that I just can't type a long essay for a long period. Just like my summer job... 

And why I type so many LOL today? Just because I won't annoy them in reality. As I got annoyed by someone else also. I never follow the norm and I can't. I keep compiling all my knowledge in LOL and the outcome (MY meta) will change constantly, and people just hate those "trolls" which brake the meta.

DammK @ 2/4/2014 17:31

PS: I don't like skipping classes but I can't survive without enough sleep...